Sooo...
StumpedI have this habit of falling to fast for someone and then i end up torn apart thanks to them. This time I have kept caution on myself. I really have made sure that I knew what I was getting into when I went forward.. and now where am i.... HURT AGAIN! Im sick of it I really am.
Its not like I was dating him so i tell myself -Nicole smarten up- but man... I was crazy for that boy. and look where that gotme once again. SOOO I asked some friends what they thought I should do. and i have an even vote. 2 for a second chance and 2 against it. and then im stuck in the middle with having to go with my heart.. BUT I CANT HEAR IT! I cant hear what my heart is trying to tell me. My head is saying something and my heart is cowering in the corner because its scared to be broken by its ideas again.
SOOOO.....
what should I do...
WAIT! I didnt tell yall the story.
SO theres this fellow, Brandon. I like him, ALOT! and so we talk all the time and I've known him for ages and then now im interested in him. apparently thefeeling is mutual. SO youd figure it would all be peaches and creme WRONG! I found out that he smokes weed. AND THAT IS AGAINST ALL MY MORALS! When he found out that I knew he told me hed never do it again and that he cared about me too much to just let me go for some stupid hobby. I didnt know what to do aabout that.. It made sence you know. so then I was talking to him and i asked him where we were going with this and he said this what. I said 'us' and he said 'friends' .
I told him i couldnt sit around forever hoping ssomeday hed ask me out. and he said for me to wait because it would be worth it apparently. and itold him BRANDON! I cant wait forever! and then he started to tell me taht i was special again. and that i meant everything to him and I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!
I want to move on but i can see it being so special between us. He just makes me feel real again...
WHAT DO I DO??? Suggestions??
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I've often tried to hold the sea.. the sun.. the fields.. the tide...
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Should the morning come, I'll awaken, won't I?
In the same body in which I slept.
As ever, there's only really one exit from my dreams;
And that's to return right here.
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The writings on the wall, you've read that I'll be gone, but if you call my name
Just know that I'll come running, for one more night to spare with you
This is where I'm meant to be, please don't leave me
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i'm not afraid to die. but i'm afraid to dry./
"Je ne suis pas d’accord avec ce que vous dites, mais je me
battrai jusqu’? la mort pour que vous ayez le droit de le dire"
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The writings on the wall, you've read that I'll be gone, but if you call my name
Just know that I'll come running, for one more night to spare with you
This is where I'm meant to be, please don't leave me
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Don't blame me.
I'm just here for the cookies.
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Life is a bitch. That may be true, but it's your bitch. So do yourself a favor, put your bitch in line and show'em who calls the shots, lest you get screwed over.
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The writings on the wall, you've read that I'll be gone, but if you call my name
Just know that I'll come running, for one more night to spare with you
This is where I'm meant to be, please don't leave me
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Life is a bitch. That may be true, but it's your bitch. So do yourself a favor, put your bitch in line and show'em who calls the shots, lest you get screwed over.
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